Every big project takes a lot of time. You often need months, even years, to finish the big project.
It also takes a lot of work. You first need to read a lot of books, reports, manuals, articles, tutorials... And that's just the beginning. You know what is next... The 18-hour days. The 7-day weeks.
And, of course, every big project comes in pack with the small problems. Strange law you didn't know. People who think you don't have the right to do what you do. Technical problem that would make NASA engineer feel like Forrest Gump... And guess who will have to solve all the problems... Yep, you my friend...
It also takes a lot of work. You first need to read a lot of books, reports, manuals, articles, tutorials... And that's just the beginning. You know what is next... The 18-hour days. The 7-day weeks.
And, of course, every big project comes in pack with the small problems. Strange law you didn't know. People who think you don't have the right to do what you do. Technical problem that would make NASA engineer feel like Forrest Gump... And guess who will have to solve all the problems... Yep, you my friend...
However, that's not the scary part. No. The scary part is -- what will happen if it doesn't work? What if you give your best to climb a ladder and then you find it is the wrong ladder?
Big projects are big problems. Well they are, but that's good... You see, when you try to solve really big, multi-layer problem, it pays off, even if you fail. You get knowledge, experience, alliances... You are always in better position than before you started.
So, the feeling of fear before any big project is just an illusion. Fantasy.
If you allow the illusion to become too big, you will cancel the project. I know it first hand. I have a huge list of projects I never started. Why? In the end, they become so scary I felt like a little boy in front of a big bully.
There is only one solution for this.
Change your perspective
You need to realize that the big problems are not bad at all. If you succeed, you become a legend. If you fail, you learn things, meet people and get a chance to try again.
Don't be afraid of the big projects, be afraid of the small ones. In fact, imagine what will happen if you become addicted to big projects? It would be a lot of things, but boring is not one of them.
Take some big fat project. Something that will take you and your capabilities to another level.
That's what I decided to do.